Monday, February 7, 2011

keep it together!

i turn my alarm off in the morning. (before i get out of bed)
jeremy pushes snooze 5+ times. (that's 25+ minutes of snooze)

we're such a great team. 



this winter semester i have 
  • fallen asleep in class for the first time. ever. woke up to kids flooding the room for the next class. with nap lines all over my face.  
  • considered dropping out at least once every day. 
  • not opened my backpack at home. except for one time. to use my chap stick.
  • lost my marbles. (every day. every. single. day.) (just ask jeremy.) (actually...don't.) 
  • left the bed unmade every morning, and end up making it 30 minutes before bed. 
  • used the iron 4 times. (sorry mom.)
  • lost my mascara (at least) 10 times. (messy counters.)
  • lost my cool in front of lars. a whole tissue box worth of cool. 
  • let my curls take full control of my noggin.
  • had to start over every. single. day. 
it's been a doozy, this year.  yes i know it's february.  
here's to a new day tomorrow, everyone! 

this is my crazy face. (i'm crazy.)

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

oh dear.
i love this.
and i love you.
i guess.

marlee.patrice said...

Hahah Estee. I loved this.
and the picture.
soo cute.

kellichristinecase said...

i just blogged that same president hinckley quote the other day! the one you have on your sidebar.

ur fam is amazing examples to the world!

Elise said...

E-I should just copy and paste this post and put it into my own. Seriously. This past semester, I never go into my backpack, unless I have to or I'll fail a quiz online, never make the bed, never cook nor do dishes unless it's friday night, saturday or sunday. I have lost my mascara AND chapstick many times. I never iron anyways so that's not a big difference. I cry all the time too because I think it's just too hard. But yes I tell myself, just like you, to take each day- day-by-day. Every morning is a new one..not to look back or get excited about the future because that makes me more depressed that I'm still in school.

When do you graduate? April?

Jessica Rose said...

I LOVE this. This is my life. WOW!!!!

Charlotte said...

Oh, Estee. How well I relate (minus the school part, but the keeping it together part? yes). I know the feeling of starting over, and some days it's so worth it. And other days, well, I want to crawl into bed and stay there while America's Next Top Model plays in the background.

Wouldn't it be great if we lived closer?

Love char

kittrean tanner said...

:) You are almost THERE ...and then....THERE will be another THERE! Just keep that smile lathered on your face...people love you....that's what gets me through...that's what will get you through....LOVE LOVE LOVE!

xoxooxxo Mom

kittrean tanner said...

p.s....I chew teal gum colored, too.

kittrean tanner said...

and, I mix up my words....don't you?

jamiebarazoto said...

i feeeeeeel you, girl. i like your brows, too!

Rachel said...

i want to drop out. so.bad. so bad. and i make up the bed 30 minutes before we actually go to sleep, too. sometimes i do it right before danny gets home so i can impress him and pretend that it's been made all day long